what we do best

I feel better I woke up this morning and didn't want to disappear! Chelsea found this old beat up copy of The Sun Also Rises on the street. Anyways she gave it to me and I'm re-reading it and it's great all over again. If you have just finished a book and need a reccomendation now you have mine. Also today there were big thunderstorms and so I just hung out on my bed and watched movies and later my best friend came over and we watched movies together and then sunday supper and soon bedtime.

This is the outfit I wore today while I was in a bad mood. I'm still in a bad mood. I went to the doctor three days ago and since then I've been in a bad mood. Nothing helps. I'm mean to everyone that I love and I'm not enjoying anything even the little things I can always find tiny slivers of happiness in. It feels like hormones. It feels like there is someone else inside of my body controlling my emotions and it feels like they are laughing at me. In case it has something to do with my diet which recently has consisted mostly of fast food and pizza and coca cola I'm starting a health cleanse tommorow.

featherband is now for sale

if you would like one, go here: www.kennedyholmes.etsy.com

they're 8 bucks and i'm pretty much going to making them when/if they get ordered, so it will be real easy for me to personalize them and take special requests for the color of the beads or the length of the strand or really anything you want, just ask!

and soon soon soon there will be clothes up there too.

um it must be nice to be so attractive that you can forget to put on pants and NOBODY minds at all.

things bought today

Caroline from Chest pains just posted these pictures she took of me for a project a few years ago.

This is my absolute dream dress. I'm borrowing it from my friend Chelsea I might cry when I have to give it back. In other news I bought a Flickr account and it's real hard to dress cute for an office job every day.

This is my outfit today, here is a poem I like:

BOO, FOREVER

Spinning like a ghost

on the bottom of a

top,

I’m haunted by all

the space that I

will live without

you.

sometimes i like drawing more than writing because you dont have to think.

my dad is such a great human being. he took the poloroid on the left its my favorite. it's usual place is on my wall and of course the one on the right is him. the kids made a nice brunch for him on sunday morning: blueberry pancakes, fruit salad, eggs, fresh squeezed oj, that kind of thing. later in the day i made him a card and gave him a book of langston hughes poems that i tied up in a ribbon and left on his pillow. i love you pops.

headband: cvs
shirt: thrifted
jeans: charlotte russe
beaded necklace: made by me
golden dreamcatcher necklace: thrifted

summer full force, get into it

Hat: thrifted today! the original irish walking hat by jonathan richard
Shirt: borrowed from my BFF
Jeans: thrifted in arizona
Belt: thrifted
Shoes: thrifted

So yeah like everyone else I am madly in love with Lou Doillion. But I just recently found out about her I've been really dying to try something inspired by her look. Anyways this is what I came up with. But hey it's a first attempt so you know, be nice.

I went to the thrift store and happened to find a necklace with my boyfriend's ex-girlfriends name on it. I want to send it to her because I really like her a lot and if I were her I would want a necklace with my name on it but is that weird? I think it might be weird. We've talked through the internet before but we've never met in real life and so obviously we are far from friends. I guess I should start by emailing her and asking her if she'd even be interested in a necklace with her name on it.

I'm the only person in the world who is happy about how hot it's getting. I mean I feel the best when its so hot out you can't stand to not be in some water. Plus summer fashion is my all time favorite! I am planning something sunny to do tommorow.

I finally cleaned my room. There's something about having a clean room that makes me feel more solid as a person. Things are starting to get right, for example Ryan found us a place to live in a loft in Brooklyn starting July 1st. We don't have to sign a lease, pay a desposit, or pay 1st or last months rent in advance and the rent is surprisingly reasonable. And because he is couch surfing and pinching pennies until he gets himself set up, I sent him a big care package today that I'm really proud of. This guy he's been staying with for the past couple weeks told him he was jealous because at this point Ryan has officially gotten more mail than he has.

at this time of night it's perfect t-shirt weather and outside all the flowers are blooming up. i had a nice evening in a hammock reading and drinking iced tea.

june 2 1983

Today's outfit.