i love you.

See you guys I am working on having a social life already!

im always cold, im always wasting my youth

So for winter this year I'm trying very hard not to become a full blown hermit and avoid all human contact. It's hard though. Mainly I guess because I haven't been in Boston for so long and I'm very out of the social loop here. Plus my roommate and I tend way hard towards staying in every night with ten or twenty movies rented from the library. Oh well, I have found my new years resolution. Be less of an antisocial weirdo. In great news I bought a plane ticket home for xmas and I'll be there from December 31 to January 5.

wishes

i never know how to dress myself well in winter :(
it makes internet wishful thinking shopping more fun though

I'm sorry I disappeared. I got wrapped up in a mess that was big and loud and unfair and eventually I had to get away from him. And now I'm living in Boston. Things are fine except I don't have a job. I'm a little worried about being alone for the rest of my life and the shower never quite gets hot and everyday I eat a French Vanilla muffin from the coffeeshop across the street.

My hairs are so long now they reach just past my belly button.